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A Talk With God
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"...Love
is momentary Ramprasad. Search is eternal. Unless of course, you are in
search of love. Or may be you just love the search."
Sometimes... I think that you and I must have known each other in a different place and time. That maybe you are in my life this way because you know how to reach me with words, and any other way wouldn't be as meaningful or as easily absorbed. You've just always been here. You have been a constant for me through many years of my life and even when I wasn't here... You were. I want you to know that I cherish this strange friendship that we have. I know that someday it this sounding board won't be here and one or both of us will stop writing here for one reason or another... and I can tell you here and now that even though we've never "met", I will miss this companionship of the mind.
It is something, not small, to touch someones life. In this world there is more solitude than trust, I think, so it is rare that strangers can make a connection that goes deeper than face value.
You have touched my life in such a positive way and I thank you for that.
My friend.
[shewanders]
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2008-06-06 15:44:34 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya & The Fear Of No Reason
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You are making sense and I can feel it. But I know that I have never desired so much that it takes my peace away. So I won't say that I can put myself in your shoes. But I have known someone like you and loved her with all my soul. I am a distant man wanderer. All I know is that one can curb an instinct but one can't erase it. And one needs to be a much stronger person if their instinct goes against their well-being.
Why ponder over that which won't happen. Desires are not going anywhere. And theres nothing wrong with it. Know what gives you peace and don't give into a desire that takes you away from it. Its tough but rewarding and you'll like yourself more for it.
The even tougher are those internal longings that seem to be directed at almost nothing. But leave you empty. You need 'him' to take care of this!
[Supernova]
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2008-05-30 02:32:13 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya & The Fear Of No Reason
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I wonder... What do you think would happen if all desire just disappeared? Would life be easier? Run more smooth?
Would we all just crinkle up and fade away?
I am always desiring something.
Longing for ... but rarely satisfied. It's like drinking water from the ocean. I know what I'm doing -
but I am just so thirsty.
Am I making any sense to you?
If anyone would have an answer for me, it's you.
[shewanders]
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2008-05-29 00:51:17 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya & The Fear Of No Reason
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im 16 u?[megag15]
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2008-05-15 10:11:55 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya & The Fear Of No Reason
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nice poem u should look at mine[megag15]
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2008-05-13 15:30:12 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya's First Conversation (Part 2of2)
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what is this diary things. they're so long lol [xxPinkxLovexx]
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2008-04-29 08:17:35 |
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without you
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thanks pink love!
[Supernova]
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2008-04-25 13:13:27 |
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without you
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aww thats so cute. omga i added you to my favorites cuz of this lol and your pic is really cute [xxPinkxLovexx]
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2008-04-25 08:34:00 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya & A Smiling Dilemma (Part 2 of 2)
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thank you soo much for the comment!!
yeah.. almost a year!! lol but I'm back and hope to stay that way  [Drummerzone]
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2008-04-15 17:08:34 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya & A Smiling Dilemma (Part 1 of 2)
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long time no see... lol sorry I haven't been in in awhile.. but.. wow.. I really use to love your writings!!
I write short little stories like this for creative writing class in my school. how have u been? drummerzone <3 [Drummerzone]
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2008-04-14 10:56:21 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya & A Smiling Dilemma (Part 1 of 2)
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yes. you can. tea is always a pleasure, and a small glass of Sulemani after dinner is for sure a welcome site.
It seems that a dinner with you will not only be nice and comforting, but also 'interesting'!
How long now... ? Technically we have known each other for 5 years now. And I like the fact that you still don't know me.
Story of your life!! ...It would always give me a little happiness to know that this cinderella isn't evaluating any side business, beause she genuinely doesn't feel the need to!
[Supernova]
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2008-04-14 06:22:12 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya & A Smiling Dilemma (Part 1 of 2)
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Sulimani Chai... I have never had one. However, sitting here this minute, it sounds like exactly what I want.
Story of my life, huh?
Ha.
I like this Mr. Rasiya very much, I think, because I can see his inner workings. If I knew him at face value I don't think I would like him much at all. It seems to be a thing with me that the less perfect you are, the more I am going to enjoy your company. Perfect people are very droll and boring. They also make for *yawn-worthy* characters in movies that make me fall asleep.
Then again... I suppose the 'less perfect' I know something to be, the more I can relate to it. Outward appearances being WHATEVER they are, if you are in any sort of internal stalemate - You have an invitation to dinner.
Can you have a Sulimani Chai with dinner?
[shewanders]
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2008-04-14 05:32:13 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya & A Truly Stormy Night
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Nerver imagined I would become less than a true romantic.
I imagine even Cinderella looked at her prince 5 years after the ball and wondered if maybe she'd have been happier opening her own cleaning business.
I am really enjoying Ramprasad Rasiya. I rarely ever see into the minds of men anymore. Fictional or otherwise.
More than that, I am happy that you are happy.
[shewanders]
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2008-04-11 05:37:42 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya & The Ridley Sea Turtles
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sensitive territory girl!...
[Supernova]
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2008-04-10 13:20:01 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya & The Ridley Sea Turtles
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"Nirali had been feeling incomplete for not having someone stare into her eyes."
Yes.
[shewanders]
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2008-04-10 13:12:34 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya Again
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That sounds nice. Someone falling for one's writing! :)
Glad you like it.
See you around.
[Supernova]
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2008-04-10 03:54:37 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya Again
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Your writings are so intriguing i've only read a couple but i've fallen for them.
<3[PerpetuallySearching]
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2008-04-10 00:22:02 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya
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:)Â
[Supernova]
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2008-04-08 01:08:06 |
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Ramprasad Rasiya
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I just had to smile. I didn't want to, as I have been up all night and I am sitting here in front of my computer screen in the EARLY morning. Squinting because everything is bright. Cursing and clutching my coffee, because it is all at once "too hot" and "my only link to conscious thought processing".
I just had to smile when I read this. I guess it's never to early to contimplate the deeper meaning of breast implants. Ha.
Take care of you!
[shewanders]
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2008-04-07 05:32:53 |
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Just The Moment
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@ checkeredguitar
thanks! :)
i wish you such moments soon... i think they are crazily fun!
[Supernova]
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2008-01-30 15:18:52 |
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Just The Moment
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@ wanderer
...and these are the moments where i feel that being 'somewhere' on the planet isnt necessarily the ideal thing to happen.
how are things wanderer?
[Supernova]
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2008-01-30 15:13:47 |
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Just The Moment
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Some nights, it truly helps to know that there is another soul on this planet that feels.
I know that you feel. You see. You're aware of things beyond yourself.
I can't express to you how much it helps me to know that. Sometimes I feel very alone in the 'feeling' that I do.
I appreciate you.
[shewanders]
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2008-01-29 23:09:13 |
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Just The Moment
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I've never had a moment like that haha. But, beautiful entry btw.
[MyCheckeredGuitar]
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2008-01-29 01:41:47 |
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Letters From The Moon, Part 2
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Ah!... finally...
[Supernova]
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2008-01-16 04:31:09 |
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Letters From The Moon, Part 2
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I am forever tickled by you and your writing.
[shewanders]
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2008-01-10 08:25:58 |
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concerned?
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...of course i know thats what you were asking... i was just evading the question! :) the concerned didnt find someone else, but chose to stay away from the concernee and with some random guy!.. both the concerned and the concernee had a terrible time, but their egos just didnt allow them to stop scarring themelves... and its been long... the concernee has no one now who may be concerned about him, and the earlier concerned is not really concerned about ANYONE or ANYTHING these days... so, well... thats about me ;) what else do i say.... you can read my blog btw... thats where i am regular.. not here much... http://crimsonfeet.blogspot.com/ hope your diwali was good too! [Supernova]
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2007-11-27 03:39:17 |
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concerned?
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Hiiiiii!! Happy Diwali to you. my question was How come you stopped,found the concernee or the concernee found somebody else to be concerned about? Tell me something about you! Cheers A. [anjalijain]
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2007-11-12 08:43:31 |
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concerned?
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ah!... u back :)... avoided what?! which question  how have u been?.. and u havnt written anything yet?! [Supernova]
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2007-10-22 07:08:47 |
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concerned?
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hey buddy! came back to visit the page after a long time. so your comment just today. you avoided answering my question though Take care A. [anjalijain]
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2007-10-22 07:05:36 |
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We are so different! we are the same!
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wow, this kinda left me speechles, but I know someone who used to be like that..but he changed later in life and I hope that "he" is able to change too. wish you the best of luck! Take Care ~*blueeyeslilone*~ <3333333333 [blueeyeslilone]
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2007-10-10 09:28:17 |
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We are so different! we are the same!
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good. i especailly like the line where she said 'there is no point talking to you, u never except ur mistake and ur always right'.....thats something i need to say to my fiancee...thinks he is always right...[MissMee]
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2007-10-10 08:28:09 |
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Marriage - Its Need, Futility & Origin
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Something good does come of marriage. Benefits (health insurance, life insurance) and tax returns![zeakez]
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2007-09-26 04:45:17 |
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concerned?
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u still there anjali?[Supernova]
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2007-09-10 06:41:04 |
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concerned?
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He HE HE!! not concerned but curious!!! interested in knowing what happened, if it isnt too personal that is. A. [anjalijain]
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2007-07-16 03:42:37 |
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concerned?
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hi anjali... came back to this world after a long time... nice to see a msg ... r u concerned??! ;)[Supernova]
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2007-07-12 15:45:40 |
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concerned?
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Hey novaboy, How come you stopped,found the concernee or the concernee found somebody else to be concerned about? It was fun going through your pages A. [anjalijain]
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2007-06-28 13:26:48 |
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concerned?
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you completley confused me there bud. lol anywho later! kortnee [Kortneelynn]
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2005-10-12 08:15:37 |
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without you
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nope... its hindi poetry[Supernova]
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2005-08-28 18:01:57 |
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full circle incomplete
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I wager I would walk yonder path with you for a season til greener leaves are blown from over distant hill and I fall victim to not just curiosity but ignorance. I wager. [enteringcanaan]
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2005-08-23 18:15:50 |
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unfair
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What happened? You should tell the story so i can explain. Lots of love, Joriean[Joriean]
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2005-05-31 12:56:34 |
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N/A
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You must be having a hard time! I love all of your writings so far! you are very good! U would like my new Entry: "Whats this life for"? Check it out!!! Drummerzone [Drummerzone]
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2005-05-30 19:16:54 |
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a black hole in my heart
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You must be hurting~ I love how you write~ Keep on doing what you have been doing~ Drummerzone~ [Drummerzone]
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2005-05-30 13:40:08 |
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unfair
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You must feel very upset! I am sorry! Nice... You write very good! Visit me: Drummerzone <3 [Drummerzone]
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2005-05-30 13:37:24 |
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N/A
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That was neat. Was that supposed to be a short poem? Because if so it was good. I like it. Comment back please. Lots of love, Joriean [Joriean]
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2005-05-17 08:11:05 |
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hey buddy
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doesn't matter.... it ain't for u... [Supernova]
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2005-04-18 14:23:59 |
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hey buddy
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Im confused. What is this about? -Joriean[Joriean]
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2005-04-08 07:59:51 |
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will u?
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Hey, i really love your poem. Are you in love with someone? Did you make that up on your own? Comment on my entries too. I love comments. Lots of love, Joriean[Joriean]
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2005-03-22 12:13:59 |
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will u?
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I love your poem... but one thing do you like it or did you just right it to get girl?? Don't be offened I am just asking because alot of guys try and act like something they aren't and I hate it.. So if you want to comment on my diary or talk about this then find my nick name... my nick name is lucky911...[lucky911]
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2005-03-22 10:41:35 |
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to you
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Oh Sweetie... [shewanders]
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2005-03-08 19:38:38 |
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a black hole in my heart
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i just read my comment back, and i wasn't trying to rhyme. :) sorry bout that. [abisha]
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2005-03-07 20:19:06 |
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a black hole in my heart
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in response to your comment,
i'm not sure what to say.
so i'm going to settle with thankyou,
although it falls short in so many ways.
and in response to this entry,
love is never as sweet as when it is hurting. [abisha]
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2005-03-07 20:16:11 |
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N/A
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thanx wanderer! valentines' was peaceful.... i slept through it :) [Supernova]
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2005-02-16 03:25:20 |
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N/A
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Oh, and have a very happy Valentines day.[shewanders]
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2005-02-13 19:50:10 |
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N/A
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Ryn: You did not upset me at all! An opinion could never do that... And certainly not an opinion from you, my friend.[shewanders]
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2005-02-13 19:48:39 |
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still a few distances
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someday you will find me caught beneath a landslide in a champagne supernova in the sky.[soaked to the bone]
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2005-02-03 11:26:51 |
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yeah.... back again
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Hi, Nova. You have been missed.[shewanders]
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2005-01-29 18:57:02 |
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that which doesn't kill you
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Always stronger. Always better. [shewanders]
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2004-08-20 00:34:07 |
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that which doesn't kill you
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... Hello again, hello... [shewanders]
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2004-08-10 02:36:42 |
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all i will crave for...
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Nova... Where are you? [shewanders]
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2004-06-14 00:25:55 |
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all i will crave for...
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thanx [Supernova]
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2003-12-13 02:27:30 |
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all i will crave for...
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i love your diary. [mtdreaming]
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2003-12-12 03:27:49 |
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the world is not enough...
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interesting... [nobody]
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2003-10-22 08:27:00 |
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the world is not enough...
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who knows whats life? who has seen behind the veils... who knows if a smile is a smile? who knows if a kiss is a kiss... hey u... [temptress_scarlett]
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2003-10-22 08:16:14 |
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the world is not enough...
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Always. [shewanders]
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2003-09-30 03:15:53 |
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uihcn034rny9(P^)H(^(P*#%&)
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i've been reading a lot of enteries... and urs too... can't and won't offer u my email... won't even pretend calling u my friend... but definately try and read those scribbles... i think thats the most meaningful entry... " U speak My language" and who is the gal u keep writing about....miss jane? [temptress_scarlett]
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2003-09-21 17:37:54 |
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uihcn034rny9(P^)H(^(P*#%&)
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Bad shape? Now you have me worried...If you want to talk about it, my email address is scorpio_girl1999@yahoo.com [shewanders]
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2003-07-29 14:21:54 |
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uihcn034rny9(P^)H(^(P*#%&)
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Um...Nova? Is that you? [shewanders]
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2003-07-14 06:22:02 |
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again?!?!?
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HI wanderer......was reading ur entries again...and ...well... *smile* HI [Supernova]
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2003-06-02 14:51:19 |
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again?!?!?
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My friend, There you are...Hello. [shewanders]
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2003-06-02 14:40:31 |
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alienation
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I hear ya too. [Emo_dragon]
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2003-05-20 04:04:19 |
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nothing
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My darling friend...I saw you writting...But I, also, wanted to see if you still looked for me. I can not tell you how glad I am to see you back. I have missed you! How was your journey? [shewanders]
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2003-05-20 03:37:54 |
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HUG
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Hey! Whats got you so happy? I want to join in! [Rosedrops]
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2003-05-12 13:32:06 |
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i want you
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I LIKE YOUR DIARY VERY MUCH ! [JLS]
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2003-05-12 05:52:02 |
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this one is for u wanderer
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I miss you, My friend :) I will be here when you return. [shewanders]
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2003-04-03 03:27:26 |
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hahahhaaa..u always spell "suspicions" incorrectly..anyway..since today is an off day and i don't have any exam u r gonna get a lil rich with MY words... lucky u...and ur writings are again getting tangy and like..THE REAL YOU perhaps...that orgasmic entry of urs..too good...cudn't stop laughing..it was very cleverly written..."love READING u" ;)... evry possible way... GRIN :D [Supernova]
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2003-03-25 04:09:31 |
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*laughing* Well, my darling, I stand corrected, humbled, and just a little bit in awe ;) Above all, I am impressed, but would have adored you no less, had you been a lowly student at a community college. Now that I know you to be brilliant (I had my suspitions toward such) I will try to act accordingly *grin* [shewanders]
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2003-03-25 03:34:19 |
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SCHOOL!?!?!... miss wanderer... ur darling friend is doin a professional postgraduate course in Marketing Communications from the most coveted institute of my country, and will specialise in Brand Management and Brand Communications as majors and Media Planning, Account Planning and Marketing Research as minors... u get the hang of it madam !!! (thats like me..watch out!!! grins with pride...) smile [Supernova]
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2003-03-25 02:07:01 |
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Hi, my friend. How are you? I hope school and all is going well. Thinking of you. [shewanders]
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2003-03-24 23:56:55 |
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may b ur frnd never knew...pun intended(GRIN...)..ohh kayyy bad joke..i KNOW... wwwwoooowwwww.....POUR SOME SUGAR ON MEEEEE is MY number...(not for stripping though).... ..ur bits and pieces...smthng too good to just nibble...too less to hav a fill...don't fly too high now... my exams going on...and then my internship begins...may not write much...lets see how long and how much we live in the next two months (i have lived more than one lifetime in a few special moments...two months is loooong...)... my girl had come over to my college.. travelled like 1300 km to meet me...obviously i was not the reason...she wanted to travel cause she needed a break...i seemed like an OK destination...wink... :)... ur school time community seems to be gettin close...feels good...although the charm may end at the moment when the anticipation of it transforms into a real experience... [Supernova]
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2003-03-21 00:11:01 |
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*smile* Ahhhh, and I am haunted by my own words... Well, Nova. A friend of mine told me something to the effect that the "knowing" takes nothing away. I trust him. [shewanders]
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2003-03-19 02:50:34 |
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oo mystery lurks, history's urge to fall flat on the face of the earth, a surging verse with a curse on mirth ~ sadness drips, gladly slipping from poetic quips that caloused, nip bad feelings and flip 'em [stilltime]
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2003-03-18 14:17:42 |
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You don't think the "knowing" would take away wanderer? [Supernova]
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2003-03-18 10:36:12 |
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Is there anything specific you'd like to know about me, my dear Nova? [shewanders]
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2003-03-18 05:40:43 |
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...HILARIOUS...wht do u mean forgotten?...u have never told me anythng about urself..leave apart the age...as far as i am concerned, somehow it never occurred to me that perhaps u are not my age... :) [Supernova]
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2003-03-16 07:01:50 |
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I had forgotten to tell you my age? *Grin* How old did you guess that I was? [shewanders]
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2003-03-16 04:03:14 |
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I think perhaps it's a little of both, my friend. But, in finding you happy, I am smiling. [shewanders]
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2003-03-15 12:30:19 |
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Is it a torment today, then, my darling friend? [shewanders]
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2003-03-14 17:45:19 |
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" "
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mr. divine, that was my friend who commented on ur entry from my account, no offences...but im not really sure whether it matters.... [Supernova]
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2003-03-14 12:43:13 |
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" "
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Um.. thanks for the laughs.. I guess... although I didn't find anything about my entry to be particularly funny. [OneDivineSpark]
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2003-03-14 11:02:43 |
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" "
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hahaha...its been a tough time for me in past two dayz, havn't had a wink of sleep and now that i was just abt to drop dead on my bed, refreshing this page for the last time...there u are...and leavin evrythng else in the world aside...u talk of SLEEP....how i hate u ;)...smile...wht do i say..GOODNIGHT my friend [Supernova]
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2003-03-13 14:14:59 |
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I woke up this morning with a pony tail still in my hair (what a mess I am) and sleep still weighing heavily on my eyelids. Through my haze, I walked over to my computer, as I always do. And you'd written. Yours are always the first words I look to read. Good morning, my friend. [shewanders]
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2003-03-13 14:03:52 |
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another set of words
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Canaan and Ninja are dear to my heart. We went through school together. You were suprised that I have an ounce of intellegence? :) Oh, that worries me so... [shewanders]
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2003-03-13 01:37:23 |
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another set of words
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heyy...tooo good...u are actually smart after all..absolutely perfect and befitting comment on enteringcannan's entry bout all that "bruise and flavor in the gums stuff"...btw...i don't know how but u seem to get impressed by mr. invisibylninja...presuming he isn't very close to u... d313's comments make more sense... [Supernova]
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2003-03-12 17:39:28 |
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another set of words
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The loving is both my inspiration and curse. You can see my heart. Not surprising. I told you in the begining that you seemed to understand me. The writting is my "action upon it". [shewanders]
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2003-03-12 14:37:29 |
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N/A
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...but all is not enuf at times...drowning urself in poison and waiting for the other person to die seems far fetched...if it is so important to you that you can't walk away from it...you won't get it [Supernova]
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2003-03-11 08:14:55 |
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Love is all. [shewanders]
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2003-03-10 07:17:37 |
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yup...GRIN...she does know...and im goin thru one of the best times of my life..i cud go on and on about her..the given limit of 4000 characters for this comment would fall short.. :) yaya..it happens all the time..i get unusually happy while thinkin or talkin about her...just a thought of her and i could smile for hours for no apparent reason... [Supernova]
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2003-03-09 03:44:47 |
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I think it's perfectly romantic. She knows, then, what you write of her? [shewanders]
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2003-03-08 05:17:11 |
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take away what from what ? presumptions don't make for healthy beginings...moreover there isn't much to begin for... one thng i'd like to add...my diary is a collection of extracts from the mails that i have exchanged with my woman, my life...JAAN..some are her lines and some mine..theres a lot more..makes me feel nice... [Supernova]
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2003-03-07 23:38:37 |
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You don't think the "seeing" would take away? [shewanders]
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2003-03-07 14:04:08 |
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...oh..and i forgot to add...now that we are friends..it wud be gud to know that u r not merely a digital bunch of bits and bytes bein projected on my computer screen by a non living phototube [Supernova]
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2003-03-07 08:33:04 |
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i never wanted to write but, sharing thoughts? well can say that..as far as ur suspicions were concerned...of course it had to be...can't say why but i just know it... [Supernova]
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2003-03-07 07:26:55 |
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My friend, I have waited to see you write a bit. Now you have and you have proved my suspisions correct... Your thoughts move me, and as always, you make me think. I am glad to see you. [shewanders]
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2003-03-07 05:12:59 |
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...to you
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eyes turn tides, hold wonder, and smile, they are irreplaceable and see through you like glass [stilltime]
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